I can't denied that after i joined Fityan, i really learn alot.. Alhamdullilah.. I got to learn alot of things about life with the permission of Allah.. I discovered new and interesting things.. I also discovered life in me a beautiful one.. Listen to this song.. Its really open up my heart..
8:05 PM ♥
Friday, March 28, 2008
She found herself today. She found herself and ran away. But something pull her back, voice of reason she forgot she had All she know that you not here to say, what you always used to say But it written in the sky tonight.
So,she won't give up No, she won't breakdown Sooner then it seem life turns around She will be strong Even if it all goes wrong And she standing in the dark and still believe someone watching over her
She havent yet found herslf. She still stuck in the middle of the confusion. Too much problems piling up in her mind. After one, then came one more. She just wish that the time could stop so that she could solve the problems. She tried to voice out but she just couldnt too. She doesnt want anybody to get hurt or worry about her. Her problems, she hide behind her smiles. Her tears, she hide behind her laughter. She is suffering from the mixture of feelings. Sadness, confusion, depression, anger
Oh god, pls free her from all the problems that she is facing. Give her the courage to move along with her life, a happy one.
She tried to telling people around her instead she felt that they dont understand her position. Is not that she is not appriecating their hearing ears but she need someone that could help pull herself out from the trouble. Sometimes, she wonder when will it end.
You say that when u love that someone go to them and say " I love you". What if i do that and what is going to be your reaction? Let me ask u that first. I do realise that u havent yet changed though u changed in the minor parts. But i felt satisfied with ur changes in u. You were not the kind that i had thought of. You turn out to be different from what i had expect. You are one of a kind that i ever met. But u cant hide things away.
Ok, i calculated tat i only slept for 5 hours which is totally not enuf. But the nite cycling this morning was fun with us making lame sound, singing nursery rhymes, singing classic songs and play some games with our bike. Talking about bike, my bike breakdown in the middle of the event and sadly someone had to help me out with my bike. Thanx to them. Kate aje rab safety personnel tapi betolkan basikal pn tak tau.. Hehe.. I tink we as the safety department need to cover alot more things..
I need to change my bike tyre, brakes and mostly lyk everythings.. I scared later on the actual nite cycling my bike breakdown again..
It's been awhile i update my blog. Alot of things happened during past few days. Ups and downs in my life. This is what they say life. Full of happiness and sadness. Depression is coming. Stress is here. Nervous is conquering the tower. Is this the feelings? Rabeetah is confused.
