I dunnoe what happening to me right now.
Sometimes i feel like i do love him and i do admit that.
But at certain, i felt pity for him for his life.
What happening??

Should i just leave him alone with his life or continue loving him?
I'm just scared that everything will revolve again like what happened last time.
I just dont want to break my heart for other times.
Because i know the feelings of it like slashing my heart deep and slowly.

Sadness hide behind my happiness.
Problems hide behind my smile.
Tears hide behind my laughter.
Sorrow hide behind my cherish.

He's like outstanding stars
Who shine the passion to me
But times fly by so quickly
I realised that i no longer have the feelings

Silence begins the day
as morning comes without notice
Tears begin to fall, slowly
tear apart the lifeless heart

Labels: and ends with a teardrop, grows with a kiss, Love begins with a smile

Today my father birthday.
So happy birthday father.
Today is also my uncle birthday too.
Happy birthday!

Labels: p.s i love you

Hello people.. I'm back blogging on my blog ever since i last blog, my blog had been abandon by me.

Ok let start with valentine day:
I should not celebrate this day because there was a history of the war that the muslim went for, where the muslim had lost 1 team of army and eventually they lost the war. So on that day, i just bring some sweets in return to my friends as they always give some chocolate or jelly or sweets or even great a SPOON. So i dun want to feel bad, i gave sweets as return.
After school, we met aleeya at big mac with nisa where hilda meet her darl.. ehem..
at that point of time, i was wishing that i also could see him but nvm God had made my destiny not to meet him on that day.

Next up is Total Defence day:
We had to assemble at the field. We were very happy. I know its ridiculous. We ate porridge with some nuts which i think is almond. The porridge was quite nice and it cost 80 cents only. I felt so grateful.

Lastly about yesterday:
It was the happiest moments whenever i'm with my friends. After the Syf training for band(dun ask me why while i'm in malay dance)my friends and me went home. Meyra brought along her cute bicycle with the horn( usually the karung guni man use). My friend, fatin and i rode the bicycle. I was the one who cycle and fatin was the one sitting down enjoying the air. I dunnoe why i felt that all the weight was on the back while fatin is a small girl with small weight.. haha.. The funny part was the bicycle is very shaky and i could not have a very good control.. Confirm cannot ride bike in future.. haha.. I still remember the incident where there was a quite steep slope, i thought i could just cycle normally but suddenly when i cycle i didnt feel the bicycle move but instead i saw the wheel was on the air and i saw my friend fall dramaticly, slow motion.. she could even lay there for a couple of second.. I felt so embarrass that i even laugh with my hands covering my face.. I hope he didnt saw that as he lived nearby the school.. At night, i dunnoe why i feel so happy going to the mosque.. I was abit hyper yesterday.. I had to introduce myself when i suddenly forget my name.. hehe..

I'm just glad that yesterday exist in my life which bring the happiest moment in my life.. So much to blog about yesterday.. so till here people until the next chapter.

Have a great week ahead everyone..

Labels: It was the sweetest moment for me

I cant remember when was the last time i blog.. It shud be like 3 or 2 weeks ago.. haha.. forget it..

Aniwae i've been busy with all these school stuffs.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!

I just came back home from the beach. As usual, my families will go to the beach to have a gathering and at the same time to release out tension of schools or work. It was damn fun with my aunties, uncles, cuzzin, nieces and nephews. I dunnoe how to describe the fun that we were having..

Update for the week:
- loads of hmwk waiting for me tis holiday
- finishing my layout ( damn all those people )
- my first uncle just passed away 3 weeks ago
- make quite new frens
- misses my frens n ehem alot.. ( hope to meet him tmr ) hehe.. dream on..

Ok people till here.. enjoy the weekend..
love rab

Labels: fadh - i havent upload the pics yet..