Today, was expecting to meet him at primary school.. and miracle - he did come after 3 years..Actually i didn't noticed him, but my friends told me as he was walking in to the school and keep saying that he's my bf.. hahax.. it will be a miracle if he was mine..It's quite a fun day as i get to meet all my frens back and spend with them talking about the memories during primary school.. I was shocked when my primary 2 teacher still remember me n my name.. what a teacher - good memory.. :)So did saw him with his usual friend like duhhh..I dunnoe why - aft yesterday incident, sumthing is like bothering me as in about him..Oh god please calm myself down..Yesterday - i get to noe that my "concern" bro msg him and asked him to stop contacting me or flirting with me.. like what the hell?? i tink he dun even like me.. excuse me.. he is just my FRIEND.. that's all.. and now what - i tink we are going to be not that close animore.. just because of this..Please, i dun want our friendship to ruin just because of this..U noe what?.. i think i do still have feelings for him..My goodness if only he know that i really like like him..Why do i like guys but in the end all falls apart..??Then meaning what - i wont succedd in relationship..Guess what - i think i wont give up on this and will never give in to others..Labels: its killing me slowly..
